All up in the air (she's leaving home ... )

I'm sitting in a room with blank walls, an empty bookcase and lots of boxes. I still don't think it's really hit me and I don't think it will till I land in Wellington tomorrow.

I went for a walk before. Just around my neigbourhood and towards town. It's such a beautiful night but as I was walking about I knew I was making the right call. I love Christchurch, and I will miss it (and especially the family and friends I'm leaving behind) but it's time to move on. I know it is. Here's hoping it all works out okay. ;)

The fannish part of me is totally going 'OMG, my shows!' I don't know how many I'm going to be able to catch up there, but there are more important things really, Brain. Really. *cough*

Also, thank god for iPods because due to their wonderfulness, I can travel with my entire music collection. <3

I'll really miss my computer though. It's staying here until I find a flat of my own and my parents bring most of my stuff up. (My kingdom for a laptop!) Often, to take my mind off things, I'll clean out computer files, or watch TV clips and vids, so it might be a little interesting not having it there after a while. A couple of days is fine, but a few weeks? *clings*

Anyway, for that reason, I think my access to a computer is going to be pretty sporadic, at least for a couple of weeks. I don't know the internet situation in my friend's flat where I'll be staying, so I'm pretty sure I'll be mostly counting on Internet cafes. I will be regularly checking e-mail and I'll try and keep as update as I can with LJ and post occasionally, but I don't know how realisitic a goal that's going to be. It's all pretty up in the air, which is a phrase that can sum up quite a lot in my life right now. ;) It's scary but also quite freeing.

I can't think of what else to say. I was planning on making this whole 'what I'll miss about Christchurch' post, but I don't think I'll do that now.

It's weird the small things that start you angsting thinking though. Tomorrow I'll take my the key to my parent's house off my key-ring. I'll change my LJ location info. It's the small things.

I'm actually quite strangely calm. I don't think I will be tomorrow. ;)

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Random Fannish Thought:

Just to jump on a fandom bandwagon, I am a new convert of the Church of Tennant. ;) I recently caught most of the 'Casanova' mini-series starring David Tennant and Peter O'Toole and it was awesome. Very entertaining but I was crying at the end. Gah. However, in conclusion, David Tennant = Awesome. His transgressions in GoF have totally been forgiven. I can't wait to see him in Dr. Who.